So today is the day my friend has her baby. She is probably being born as I write this…I am filled with mixed emotions. But I hate that bc it should just be one emotion, happy or excited, for my friends as they welcome such a precious miracle into this world.
But I’m hurting. I am fighting these thoughts so much right now…and believe it or not, I feel a little bit stronger today than I did yesterday..each day’s starts to feel easier to get through. But then something happens and my emotions get the best of me, and I’m crying he whole way home again…SHOCKER! But I will try to take things one steps at a time and process things individually verses all at once. It can’t hurt to try a different coping mechanism…right?