How do you keep yourself from hating? How do you feel when you see people living in sin who become pregnant at the drop of a hat? How do you react to that news?
To me it feels like being stabbed in the heart and then somebody twists it in further and rips it back out.
That’s how it feels.
A very young woman I work with just found out she’s pregnant. Her and her boyfriend live together…out of wedlock. My homosexual coworker is pregnant with their second child…
What did I do that was so wrong?
What did we do that was so horrible?
How do I move on from yet another slide down the mountain?
I don’t know how. I don’t know when. I just don’t know how to feel anymore.